the Monday

Here I go again, it is Monday morning at the office sitting in front of this un-cool screen of my PC try to ignite everything in the mind and start to work...but what is happening now is I am reading my Travel + Leisure Magazine bought couple weeks ago and feeling so much joy as I am reading the Saigon's part and I found a blog by a girl who used to live in Saigon which also I can use it for my travel guide...well I am practically ready and set to visit those chic city.

Hail ANNA!

I love Anna Wintour as I think she is one of the most powerful woman in fashion industry...here VOGUE editrix Anna Wintour graces the front cover of WSJ newest edition...

mr.populair & populaire

I just wanna say a hell lot of good lucks on my labels...and yeap bismillah :)

it won't be counted!

Lately those words...the words or yeah maybe the sentences that I made several days or week ago keep echoing in the mind...

"If you talk the same things, listening to the same music, great talks and great times doesn't mean I want to meet you again!"

Still a mystery for me the way those chemistry treated me or yeah us...those cuteness, smartness, or perhaps those cute quirkiness doesn't mean anything for them...and yet we are still (read : i am still) QUESTIONING!

Am I revealing too much? Am I too smart? Did I freak them out? Or those things just thought that can make me easier to the fact that..."He is just not that into you!"

Ah dammit, dammit and dammit!

My bestfriend always feel threatened by those "alley cat" which I always remind him that, don't you ever think about them anyway they choose some old not so rich guy LOL...but again I am asking to myself...I always deal with some great men...but still indeed they prefer someone that what I think "he supposed to picked me over him, you stupid bastard!" LOL

I am officially tired of it...of unsolved mystery of how people met other people, how people can easily to get the replacement and how people can really really easily to meet other people (again I just made a repetition).

 

the connection

I guess we are no longer connected to each other...I am trying to find the socket, trying to make those connection again...but I guess there is nothing anymore...nothing is left between us...

 

a good man

Somehow i do have to letting go...all the good and the bad memories and never look back...indeed sad but it's been way too much...i'm way too good...a damn good man...i don't wanna dream about you anymore...

Oh God, lately I'm so tired of being broken hearted...I used to be just don't care...but yeah lately I'm so weak...needy, and whiney...

I don't wanna be alone too long...

living in la la land...

People often to think that if you live in bali, means you can really easy to find Mr.Big...I'll tell you something guys...it is damn so hard to find one...there is actually none...or perhaps something like waiting for a very handsome star falling from the sky in the breezy afternoon (hmmm well that's kinda too much hahahaha), but that's the fact actually....

Good man means nothing here on la la land...really means nothing...

Perhaps I gotta be a bad bad gal... :)

Here what I did for the last couple of years, work, holiday, broken hearted two times...then really nothing...I kinda didn't look for the one...but lately I feel damn so bored for being alone or broken hearted in this la la land...all craps, all disappointing...

Let me count by the names who made me broken hearted...hmm well...matthew campbel, maximillian stephan smith, olivier belle, then this way good to be true guy named David (I have no idea his last name!)...

There you go...all just crappy...

Ah just give me one...the good one...