the one

Perhaps he is the one?

the arrivals & the departures, the lost & the found

Perhaps indeed how people meet can be so strange, weird, quirky or unpredictable...maybe there is no such thing like the right time or the right moment in meeting someone in your life...maybe that's what we call a mysterious way, a way that perhaps I don't like...but yeah it happened at least to me.

I guess I can consider I met him in a mysterious way, the way that perhaps I don't like it...but it feels so good when I re-think about it...re-think about how I met in a strange, unpretentious way...I really want to tell the details here how I met him...but this is too much, too much as I feel very happy...this is the feeling that perhaps gone long before...

Mon Dieu, please keep it this way...the way that I prefer...the way that makes me feels like I am up in the air like him now...he is up in the air...

I think I like him so much...

springy!

Spring indeed supposed to be something juicy and yeap fresh...here are some ideas for my Spring - Summer collection from cover of magazines....

in the heat of the day

Damn, today just perfectly HOT...I am melting just like a popsicle!!!

all those feeling....

Hmmmm...lately I am hating myself for being so fragile...so empty and gloomier...I might be laughing all the time but deep down I feel like "heiy I miss all those great moment when I have someone that I can think of or well saying those typical words...I miss you...How are you doing Babe? We talk again next weekend, Babe?"...

Well, it seems the more I think about it the less I can have a chance to finally feel it...c'est domage!

All blurry now, all seems like lost...lost like where the fuck I have to find him? See, now I am using those F word...means I am getting to those stage...stage of getting lost in wanting something hahaha...

Few days ago I went to meet best friends at Bali Joe and it has been such a long time I feel kinda not wanting to go to bars...and when I was there what I felt was like...hummm bored, or suddenly I hear no sounds just busy with thoughts....hmmhh typical of too long to be alone..hahahaha

Weekend again...I feel so happy as I can off from work stuff, which also lately I feel so fuckin' bored with the routine at work...thinking to go to Ubud...or just finding some quiet place to work on something....damn I do really have to move on and keep walking...this time perhaps a bit running!

Whoever you are who is probably my other-half...I am sure you will be very happy to finally found me...

Have a great weekend!

Goes Gaga!

This is very interesting yet amazed me...as I just knew that one of the dress from Indonesian designer wore by Lady Gaga on Harper's Bazaar US...I am very proud of you Tex Saverio...Here is the Cover also the Lady Gaga's fashion spread on the It issue (see picture number two)...Hail Indonesian Fashion Designer!

une nuit avec le thé à la vanille

A night with vanilla tea and a mind full with thoughts...

pake baju apa ya?

Always a second to disaster when I have to attend the event...any event in the world...everything will be in a rush...till finally I didn't go to the event as..."PAKE BAJU APA YA?" shooootttt!!!

places that i like and you might also like it...NOT FOR SALE

Poof...you will be amazed by this scene...it was then, couple months ago...we went to Ubud in search for enlightenment a.k.a getting away from Seminyak or Kuta hahaha...

We were driving non-stop from Seminyak to Ubud area...singing, screaming, and yeap amazed, amazed by those greeny hills, lands, rice fields...oh damn this is why I love Ubud...

Poof we were amazed by this GIANT signage made from bamboo right on this very green rice fields...so beautiful...enjoy it...(boni said...shhhh never ever tell anybody where exactly this place LOL)

places that i like and you might also like it...press ban cafe

A friend yahoo-ed me at that time...he was convinced me that I should go to this place called Press Ban Cafe in Oberoi Street Seminyak area as the waiter sooo cute...here I go only few stroll away from where I was I finally got to this cute vintage place called Press Ban Cafe...

They sell stuff like from 70's sometimes from 60's stuff like those flower generation have...those colorful shirts, those bohemian dresses and blouses and yeah those cute lil stuff for the accessories...and the good thing also they sell coffees, and some italian light meals...

Anyway, this cute guy named Komang, indeed he is adorable and I kinda feel like....humm this is the place I should go when I start to wander and need to stop at one point in Seminyak area...

Take a look at this shop, really nice for a cozy hangout to have this ginger coffee or italian biscuit :-)

 

seeing the boy that i like

I always have this favorite boy wherever I go ever since I was in junior high I guess LOL...can't remember any but I do now have several places I consider have cute boy that I like so much LOL

I am now sitting at this cafe in the corner of Oberoi Street called Press Ban Cafe...a vintage shop and of course selling vintage stuff what else :) the good thing about this cafe is one bol named Komang...he is just cute and yeap he is balinese...

I have this silly dream about him that love to have him as my boyfriend...LOL

Oh well today he is even cuter than ever...and he is seems gaining more muscle...yummm...there you go looks like I am now having a silly thought...LOL

"we're just woke up"

I wonder how it is a good life if almost everyday or perhaps everyday in my life if I woke up in the morning I can see my boyfriend just there, right there beside me...must be beautiful...well for now it's only in the thought...

Over a conversation thru WhatsApp : "We're just woke up" 

From a best friend in KL...

making a stop...

In the middle of the heat...I am making stop just to feed my lil bit hungry stomach...I went to this fabric shops and just bought yards of fabrics for the sample...

I just talked to my best friend's boyfriend an hour ago and they are now also at their workshop working on their brand called RockInc...which pretty much gaining some exposure in the capital...oh damn I wish I can do it not just alone...but like them...so cute to hear they were fighting over the fabrics for their label...made me wonder for a few minutes, it would be much easier and funner if I can build my label with the one I like and love...a boyfriend...

Oh my spaghetti will be done soon...I must eat and stop wondering around about the boyfriend.... :D