Hmmmm...lately I am hating myself for being so fragile...so empty and gloomier...I might be laughing all the time but deep down I feel like "heiy I miss all those great moment when I have someone that I can think of or well saying those typical words...I miss you...How are you doing Babe? We talk again next weekend, Babe?"...
Well, it seems the more I think about it the less I can have a chance to finally feel it...c'est domage!
All blurry now, all seems like lost...lost like where the fuck I have to find him? See, now I am using those F word...means I am getting to those stage...stage of getting lost in wanting something hahaha...
Few days ago I went to meet best friends at Bali Joe and it has been such a long time I feel kinda not wanting to go to bars...and when I was there what I felt was like...hummm bored, or suddenly I hear no sounds just busy with thoughts....hmmhh typical of too long to be alone..hahahaha
Weekend again...I feel so happy as I can off from work stuff, which also lately I feel so fuckin' bored with the routine at work...thinking to go to Ubud...or just finding some quiet place to work on something....damn I do really have to move on and keep walking...this time perhaps a bit running!
Whoever you are who is probably my other-half...I am sure you will be very happy to finally found me...
Have a great weekend!
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