I have no idea why until now I haven't found any sparks this year...January I guess supposed to be a great month to start this great year...but heiy nonthin' cool comes yet...pheewwww...I'm getting lonelier and lonelier, met interesting guys bot stopped after one meeting...oh man, what the hell is wrong with me?!!...first month of the year but already too much blah blah blah :)
Perhaps gym will help, perhaps reorganizing my work stuff at the office will help, perhaps yeah perhaps getting my Populaire project will help...but I guess my heart stuff and my feeling stuff will just be like...hmmmhhh flat...and tears!!...
I'm in ubud now...I'm here because I think this going to be good just stay away for a while from Kuta area...or Seminyak...but end up so lonely...I guess this is not about getting away, or have as much as fuck buddies...but this is all about my state of mind...those old tiring days seems making comeback lately...the oh-so-not-happy-nites...or the oh-im-so-lonely moments just hitting again...oh noooo....
I really have to wake up, and reorganizing my shabby life!!! But somehow I am soooo need a friend to be with to go through this mess...
Oh dear...I am now feel like floating again...lost in translation...nowhere to go!
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