This BIG question keep banging my head for the last few days...well almost a week now...I guess there will be no perfect timing, never! So what I do is just spill it out and done!
I woke up this morning...filled with one and only BIG question..."What are we? Are we boyfriends?"...then I automatically checking my blackberry..there you go his e-mail arrived telling me that in Paris the situation just bad..snow, delayed, emergency stuff coming to his hotel...I said to myself "Damn...I was going to tell you at the soonest but now you are telling me that you are having a hard time in Paris...bloody snow!!"...
But then again...I am telling myself...I guess there will be no perfect time to tell him...never...the only thing to do is spill it out and tell those BIG question...and as I promised myself : what ever the answer I will be fine and probably this is the only way to release myself from this rollercoaster...
No high hopes, no great expectation...I just have to deal with it just like a BIG boy :) so I will just shoot..BANG BANG!!!
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