The fact that my mind now keep traveling around perhaps because of the insecure feeling that I have with Mr.Big after the those big holiday...perhaps also because I keep telling myself to be cool with it and no hopes, no great expectation, no nothing only feeling absolutely happy with what I had with him.
A friend told me, perhaps he is not a guy that need those word/s to define my relationship with him...maybe that's it...maybe not, maybe this is just a casual and great holiday for him nothing more...or maybe yeah more than just a holiday...even though I didn't see any plan for the next rendez-vous...oui rien...
I will be fine...I will be cool with it...and perhaps this is time to say "Now your turn, not mine..."
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